I want to break things. I'm so fed up with everything. I felt like I could start a fight tonight, and I don't fight. But I can only take so much shit before I'm gonna snap. I'm not OK. And I'm fed up with people who think they know better than I do and think that they can make me feel better. I'm sick of putting time and heart and feelings out there and into something only to be spit on. I'm really tired of having this dragged on where you tell me you care but do everything to show the opposite.
Most of all I'm tired of never being good enough, because at some point it's not about you, no matter how much you say it is, and it becomes very clear that it's about me.
Most of all I'm tired of never being good enough, because at some point it's not about you, no matter how much you say it is, and it becomes very clear that it's about me.
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I agree with this 100 percent. I felt exactly like this today. Sometimes you just wanna tell everyone to shove it when they think they are 'all knowing' or can 'fix you'. Nobody ever really knows what you are going through inside and honestly.. as nice as it is to have someone to talk to.. the only person who knows how to make you feel better is yourself.
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